Sesetengah benda masih menghantui, walaupun sudah ditinggalkan jauh

Assalamualaikum!

begitu lama tinggalkan blog ni. Tapi hari ni mesti menulis juga
Sebab nak MOTIVATE diri sendiri

Kawan2 yang rapat mesti tau yang sebab utama I left my former company
was because of a person
I'm not putting the blame on him. Even after all the things he's done/say

I'll just think that I'm the one at fault......Surrendering so easily
If we want to move forward, we don't put the blame on others
We blame ourselves, get over the weaknesses, then we can move forward


But truly, I hate him so much. Very much


Even dengar nama dia pun dah rasa nak demam
Dengar nama dia aje dah buat rasa so down.....perut pun rasa tak sedap...badan rasa lemah semacam
Feel so sad...
The only thing i wanna do is to get some sleep....




Hopefully someday, I'll get over this.....
I want to forget this person


I can do it!
Insya Allah!!

++ My Husband ++

Yeah...I'm married
I wonder why people always mistaken me for a 17 year old +_+

okay, today i want to talk about my husband
- sounds like primary school children giving talks on stage about their cats, makeups pulak

but, really i want to talk about my husband
Don't worry
This entry does not contains HUSH HUSH stuff :)




This is Him
Also 17 +_+


He's not a perfect 10 husband
But Syukur kepada Allah he's good enough for me
He's not someone who can cooks you delicious dinner but, he won't let you cook alone either
He helps with lots of things...like wash dishes, mop the floor once in 3 months hehe..
(Honey, don't forget my Miss Henry hehe...I'm not giving praise for nothing)
huhu


He always makes me laugh
With jokes like this..hehe




He calls this:
Haba laba Hobo laba Haba Loba





He calls this nasty looking fella > OMEGATREND
^_^



And many other things that makes our days a colourful rainbow


Honey,
I dedicate this song to you...:)








And somehow, even if you don't make jokes honey,
I will still laugh
At the sight of this


HEHEHEHEHHEE...



Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Selamat Hari Raye ye sayang...hehehhehe

senda gurau tu menyerikan rumahtangga...^_^

what am i missing...

More than a month has passed since New Year
I'm still busier as ever

eh macam puisi pulak eh
hehe

But that's so effing true

I'm still asking myself whether i've made the right choice
Did I leave the tiger's mouth only to fall in to the crocodile's mouth?
Or did i feel all the 'new job' challenges? Since you're new, everything's new, so you have to start all over again, learn new things...take so much of your time
maybe

I remember someone told me before
when we have problems or when we have reach the end of our will, think of all the good things Allah has give us
Think of all the unfortunate people. We'll realize we are far much better than them.

I think i will use that someone advice right now..
cause i'm feeling i'm loosing every inch of my will every day..

Selamat Datang 2011

woooooooo....
lamanye tak update blog ni...
part of the reason is that sekarang saye selalu mengalami situasi tak ada cukup masa untuk membuat semua perkara yang diperlukan dalam hidup...
And most importantly tak ada cukup masa untuk diri sendiri
Nak kilatkan kuku pun tak sempat :(

Cepat sungguh masa berlalu
Awal tahun 2010, saye bergelut dengan tugas baru in my previous company dan juga masalah virus yang menyerang hampir semua pc di opis
Bukan permulaan yang saye harapkan
Tapi semua benda yang berlaku dalam dunia ni bersebab dan ada hikmahnya...
So be optimistic!!!! :)

Not much for a new year update....

Yang lepas biar berlalu....kalau boleh jadikan pengajaran semua perkara yang kita tak ingin lalui sekali lagi

Semoga tahun ini lebih baik
Semoga saye dapat lakukan yang terbaik untuk hidup saye dan keluarga
Semoga saye menjadi isteri yang menjadi pelengkap hidup suami saye...
Semoga saye menjadi ibu yang terbaik untuk anak saye...
Semoga saye sentiasa menjadi anak yang membahagiakan mak abah saye.....
Amin....

Benda yang saye ingin ubah??
Okeh, ini memerlukan ketahanan yang tinggi keh keh
Tapi benda yang saye sangat ingin ubah adalah tabiat tidur saye

Semoga tahun ini dan tahun2 yang akan datang saye dapat bangun awal pagi
supaya saye ada lebih masa untuk bersama anak di pagi hari
dan tak marah2 ketika dia menyibuk di dapur sebab saye tengah sibuk masak sarapan
kesimpulan yang saye dapat:
Saye perlu bangun awal sebelum anak bangun, supaya saye boleh prepare breakfast and bila dia bangun tidur, saye dah siap semua
So no more marah2 dia masuk dapur...
I don't have to be late for work....I can eat breakfast peacefully with her...and i don't have to be an annoying mother in the early morning
\(^^)/

semua jadi mudah kalau saye bangun awal
tak perlu nk terkocoh2
and saye ada banyak masa untuk apply makeup after that...:)
and maybe have enough time for falsies (bulu mata pelesu?) HEHE


So, thumbs up to my new year resolution:
Bangn awal setiap hari
yayyyyyy!!!!!