Monday, October 25, 2010

the last paycheck....

The only constant thing in life is change

i've a hard time posting my entry tonight
the last 30 minutes, i'd just stare at the laptop screen on the first sentence that i wrote
perhaps, maybe...because very soon, i'm going to make a big change in my life
A change that i myself didn't think it'll be so soon

as i said
the only constant thing in life is change
so sooner or later,
i believe i'll be in this same scenario, highly hoping that i'm doing the right thing for my family and myself

i'm leaving the company with a heavy heart...tomorrow will be my last day in the office...
i've received my last paycheck...and maybe because i'm so overwhelmed with my moods, i feel sad as i withdraw the money
after this, i will not be able to withdraw any money from the company again.....

if you're wondering why i'm making such a big fuss of going out of the company
well, mostly because i grew with the company within my radar
when i'm in secondary school, they had just started with the construction work and i saw it every day
I saw the fishing village turned into an enterprise with modern thingy
as i live in a small village, the company is the biggest company ever built there, so i've been dreaming to work there since school
working with the company makes you the coolest person on the village ^_^
okay, maybe it's not that cool, but yes, the company is quite well known and the paycheck is quite nice too
so yes, if you are a man and you want to marry a girl in the village, the chances that you'll be approved as son-in-law to be is like, almost immediately

the company - the first and only company i've ever worked in for the past 5 years, have given me colorful experience
i've enjoyed working in this company very much
i enjoy every moments
and actually i kind of enjoy all the complaints coming from users about their emails, computers, missing files and everything else
because i got to move forward with every complaints i received
i got to learn new things
and the most i like is to be able to solve problems when others couldn't
who doesn't?????

there are things that make me unhappy. awful lots of things
even the enjoyment of doing things that i like could no longer suppress my unhappiness
i now learn that unhappiness is just part of life that you'll need to get used to
if you're unable to get used to it, maybe, you'll need to make some changes in life

to everyone from the company who happens to read this blog
i want to apologize for my wrong doings. i know that there are times when i sucks.
i hope that little time that you encounter with me will not portray the whole of myself
i happen to be sort of very nice and friendly you know ^_^
until the bad ass hooligan snatch my happiness away ;o

maybe our path will meet again
thank you for being my friend
wishing you all the best

and thank you to those who had to take over my tasks
don't worry - system admin is the easiest job in the world
you don't need to have ANY technical expertise
you just need to google it!!
(i happen to learn this theory from a-person-i-hope-i'll-never-need-to-mention-the-name-again)

so long!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Glamour UK’s List Of Top Vampires


how come Eric got the 6th place eh?
i so not agree.

But who cares??? haha
i just want to talk about me not agreeing with the list. That's all

You can view the full article here Glamour UK Magazine

Anyway, here's the list

1. Twilight’s Edward Cullen - played by Robert Pattinson
The Vampire Diaries’ Damon Salvatore - played by Ian Somerhalder
Buffy The Vampire Slayer’s Angel - played by David Boreanaz
4.Twilight’s Emmett Cullen - played by Kellan Lutz
5. Interview With A Vampire’s Louis - played by Brad Pitt
6. True Blood’s Eric Northman - played by Alexander Skarsgard
7. The Lost Boys’ Michael - played by Jason Patric
8. Buffy The Vampire Slayer’s Spike - played by James Marsters
9. True Blood’s Bill Compton - played by Stephen Moyer
10. Twilight Eclipse’s Riley Biers - played by Xavier Samuel
11. Daybreakers’ Edward Dalton - played by Ethan Hawke
12. The Vampire Diaries’ Stefan Salvatore - played by Paul Welsey
13. From Dusk Till Dawn’s Santanico Pandemonium - played by Salma Hayek
14. The Lost Boys’ David - played by Kiefer Sutherland
15. Jennifer’s Body’s Jennifer Check - played by Megan Fox
16. Interview With A Vampire’s Lestat - played by Tom Cruise
17. Twilight’s Caius - played by Jamie Campbell Bower
18. Dracula’s Bride from Bram Stoker’s Dracula - played by Monica Bellucci
19. Twilight’s Rosalie Hale - played by Nikki Reed
20. True Blood’s Talbot - played by Theo Alexander
21. Paris Je T’Aime’s Vampire - played by Olga Kurylenko
22. Twilight’s Jasper Hale - played by Jackson Rathbone
23. Underworld’s Selene - played by Kate Beckinsale
24. Twilight’s Carlisle Cullen - played by Peter Facinelli
25. Twilight’s Alice Cullen - played by Ashley Greene
26. Bram Stoker’s Dracula - played by Gary Oldman
27. Twilight’s Demetri - played by Charlie Bewley
28. Blade - played by Wesley Snipes
29.Twilight’s Victoria - played by Rachelle Lefevre and Bryce Dallas Howard
30. The Hunger’s John - played by David Bowie
31. Twilight’s Alec - played by Cameron Bright

i don't know how Kate Beckinsale falls on number 23
and how they rate Kiefer Sutherland and Gary Oldman as sexy

enough of my vampire thingy
some people may not like it
but hey...this is a free world.
i don't have to hate what you don't like
And you don't have to like what i love

New post untuk blog anak gadis yang suka bergaya

akhirnya gagahkan diri untuk menulis satu lagi entri untuk anak gadis ku

tu baru umur 1 tahun lebih sikit dah pandai bergaya
nanti besar sikit, jangan mintak handbag Coach sudah +_+

Jengok blog anak gadis saye di sini!!! I AM ZULAIKA ARIFA

balik sekarang!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

My first post using Post2Blog


Ini adalah entri yang saye create guna Post2Blog

mari lihat hasilnye...adakah menepati piawai...

Dari Ms Word 2007 pun boleh guna features ni..tapi dah cuba berkali 2 pun masih takleh...failed aje...

Tapi bila saya try upload gambar via Flickr, ada error pulak...ish2....

Takpe, akan di usahakan lagi!

sekian sudah sessi blogging semasa office hours ^_^

Sunday, October 17, 2010

When it's too late to say i'm extraordinary

mungkin saye kecewa...
mungkin saye dah tak ada hati nk berada di sini...
mungkin saye dah sampai penghujung kesabaran saye...
mungkin saye dah kecewa berkali-kali sehingga ayat-ayat manis pun tak dapat sampai ke hati saye...
mungkin saye dah penat mendengar janji-janji manis
mungkin saye dah meluat mendengar kata-kata manis yang di buat-buat

mungkin saye dah penat menjadi scapegoat...

ape pun...
semua perancangan dah terlalu lewat
biar semanis mana pun janji, ia tak sampai kepada hati saye
tak guna mengatakan saya extraordinary jika selama ni ke-extraordinarian saye tak dipandang
dan saye bukan extraordinary person...

saye cuma seorang hamba Allah yang mencari rezeki di bumi ini...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

McHappy a.k.a Mrs Happy

ok owww...sungguh lama meninggalkan dunia blogger ini...
tuan belog sama ada terlebih tido pada waktu malam (sebab time malam aje boleh menulis dalam ni) atau terlebih malas

and maybe betul tekaan selama ni bahawa saye perlu mendapatkan segera sebuah laptop baru
Sebab streamyx kat rumah takleh connect dengan laptop ini
tapi laptop lain boleh pula
masalahnye laptop lain tu bukan saye punye
so solutionnye -> beli laptop baru

tak gitu cayang??


Actually i have BIG news
BIG, BIG news
To me it's big news. And a HAPPY one. Real Happy.
I hope it is too to that someone whom talks a lot of nasty things about me
So he could save his time from doing that little nasty talk ;p

But the news would have to wait

Mrs muka-kekurangan-loose powder-hingga-tak-nampak-matte finish


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